im sick & tired thinking whether to move on to sec 5 or not.
it makes me cry everytime i think abt it.cause i think that a dumb person like me wont do well in studies & i've got nowhere to go.
our form teacher keep encouraging us to move on to sec 5,take olvl & take a gd course in poly
however our(extra) malay teacher suggest that we shld not waste 1 yr in sec 5 doing olvl & getting bloody useless points for olvl and just immediately enter higher ntec.
this is so damn confusing.
our form teacher once said that most us are good in doing hands-on project & are encouraged to go higer ntec nxt yr & some of his students managed to go poly after his course at ite.gees
cause im considering of following his footsteps. go higher ntec nxt yr/nxt 2 yr,take a gd &interesting course that i soo soo gonna like,do well for that hands-on project & enter poly.&i don't mind if it takes years.
but the main damn pro is that my father doesn't allowed me to enter ite.tsk.
&that time i visited temasek poly website & thr's an interior & fashion design course lar.

& today band prac was a shitty one me(&xl).
i really dont mind doing this dumb job cause i know that herianti needs help.but i dont like it when alot of dumb ppl doesnt have the dumb responsibility to give me back the dumb key.&this makes others think that im an irresponsible dumb person who evreytime ppl asked me for the dumb key,i would said,"the dumb key is not with me".
&xl doesnt have the mood after sir sounded her bcause of her hentak.